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This time, it was Rebecca who spoke. “No. Mitchell’s right. I want you off the streets.”
“Wait a minute,” Sandy protested. “You can’t—”
“I’ve got an idea,” Jason interrupted. “I can pull the videos from
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the conÞ scated computers, at least all the ones that were downloaded and saved. And these guys save everything. Sandy can screen them for me. She ought to be able to tell the ones that have street girls in them.”
“Perfect,” Rebecca said with satisfaction. “In the meantime, I want Mitch back in Ziggie’s tonight. Watts, you and I will be backup.”
Watts snorted. “Great. I get to watch the door again while he gets the T&A.”
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CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
Saturday Afternoon
How are you holding up, Detective?” Catherine asked as Mitchell slumped into the chair opposite her desk with a sigh.
“Not bad.” Mitchell resisted the strong urge to lean her head back and close her eyes. She’d slept very little the night before, especially after awakening at three and realizing that Sandy had not returned to the apartment. She’d paced until daybreak, when she’d Þ nally given in and called Rebecca for help.
Catherine regarded her with a compassionate smile. “Sure?”
“I’ll make it. I need to be sure that all my paperwork is in order.”
“It is Saturday, and—”
Uncharacteristically, Mitchell interrupted. “I know, but the lieutenant is a stickler about these kinds of…” She trailed off, casting Catherine an apologetic look.
“And?” Catherine prodded with the barest of smiles.
“And as long as I tell her I’m cleared for duty, she won’t care about getting the forms Þ led.”
“This is so you can work tonight? The surveillance Lieutenant Frye was talking about this morning?”
“Yes,” Mitchell said, her voice gaining strength as she sat up straighter. “I’m ready.”
“You’ve had a rather momentous few days.”
Mitchell huffed out a laugh. “Yeah. Actually, it’s been a really momentous week. I get stabbed, my sister shows up unexpectedly after two years, and then I Þ nd a body I think is my girlfriend.”
“And despite all of that, you want to undertake this assignment tonight?”
“Of course.” Mitchell looked confused. “This is it. This is when it
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all starts coming together, and after this morning…” Her voice caught unexpectedly, and she blinked in surprise.
“Tell me about this morning,” Catherine urged.
For a moment, Mitchell remained silent, her eyes distant, remembering. Then she twitched as if awakening from a dream and focused on Catherine’s face. “It was the worst thing I’ve ever experienced in my life.”
Catherine nodded wordlessly.
“She’s got this stupid short, red, fake-leather jacket.” Mitchell laughed, the sound undercut with pain. “She looks really hot in it, but the damn thing is worthless as far as keeping her warm is concerned.”
Mitchell stared at her lap, her hands curled over the tops of her knees.
“Trudy was wearing it, but I didn’t know that. I saw the body, the blood, the red jacket.”
Mitchell fell silent again, the agony of the memory written across her face. Catherine had a sudden ß ash of Rebecca lying in a pool of blood, her skin white, her chest unmoving. She experienced the terror again, the empty desolation. Her heart aching for the young woman across from her, she murmured, “You thought it was Sandy.”
“Yeah,” Mitchell said, her voice hoarse, her Þ ngers white. “I thought she was dead, and I felt something inside of me…freeze. Like all the life was leaving my body and there was nothing left behind.”
She shook her head, then met Catherine’s eyes, her own bleak. “It hurt so much.”
“I know,” Catherine said softly. “Does it still hurt?”
Mitchell took a shaky breath and nodded. “Some. I mean, I know she’s all right. But I still…feel it.”
“Your head knows she’s all right, but your heart will take a little while longer to believe it.”
“I almost didn’t come this afternoon because I didn’t want to let her out of my sight.” Mitchell smiled crookedly. “She’s starting to complain that she’s suffocating.”
Catherine laughed. “Do you think she means it?”
“Probably a little. She’s pretty independent.”
“I noticed. How do you feel about that?”
“Most of the time I think it’s pretty great,” Mitchell conceded.
“But when she insists on getting in the middle of things where she might get hurt, I’m not too keen on it.”
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“And have you talked about it?”
Mitchell grinned. “Uh…maybe more like shouted about it.”
“But you’re handling it?”
“We’re okay. I drive her crazy, but she knows I’m doing it because I love her.”
“Good.” Catherine regarded Mitchell intently for moment. “Is there some other reason, besides not wanting to leave Sandy, that you didn’t want to come today?”
Mitchell looked down at her heavy black motorcycle boots, considering, then shrugged one shoulder. “I thought you might tell me I can’t go back to work.”
“Why did you think I would say that?”
“Because of this morning. I didn’t handle it so well.”
“Oh? I didn’t notice that anything was wrong at the conference.”
Other than the fact that you looked like you’d been through the wringer.
“Was there some kind of procedural problem in the Þ eld?”
Swiftly, Mitchell shook her head in denial. “Not that kind of screwup. I mean, I think I handled everything okay. Followed protocol.
But…”
“But?”
Mitchell sighed heavily. “I pretty much fell apart when I thought it was Sandy. I kind of couldn’t think. Then…well, then I heaved in the gutter.” She grimaced, remembering, still chagrined. “Jesus. I can’t believe I did that.”
“Don’t you think it’s natural for someone to have an extreme reaction when they believe someone they love has been killed?”
“I’m a cop,” Mitchell said immediately. “I’m supposed to be able to handle it.”
“Handle that kind of loss? How?”
“By doing the job. By just…doing what has to be done.”
Catherine struggled to be objective. Mitchell sounded eerily like Rebecca, so certain of what must be done and so very certain she could trade her humanity for her duty over and over without slowly dying.
God, what makes them do this?
Wishing desperately that she understood, Catherine knew with a sinking heart that she might never Þ nd the answer to what made her lover who she was, what made this young woman believe that it was possible to bury that much pain for the good of a…a job. Not a job. The
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job. Suddenly, she realized that she had never asked the right question.
The answer wasn’t to be found in understanding why they did what they did. It was all about how the work was an extension of who they were. “What does being a cop mean to you?”
Mitchell’s brows drew down sharply at the unexpected question.
Taking her time, she formed her answer. “It means taking all the things that are important to me, about who I am and what I believe, and bringing them together in one place. When I’m a cop I’m me, more than any other time in my life except…” She smiled. “Except when Sandy and I are making love.”
“When you’re being a cop and when you’re with the woman you love,” Catherine said quietly. “That’s when you’re you?”
“Yes,” Mitchell replied solemnly.
Catherine considered the idea, considered all she knew of her lover, all she had learned from Dellon and from other police ofÞ cers over the years. She believed it. She still didn’t entirely understand it, but she accepted that the essence of their being, their self-deÞ nition, was intimately shaped by their responsibility, dedication, and pride in being police ofÞ cers. Her responsibility at the moment was determining if this one police ofÞ cer could safely function, regardless of how critical it might be to Mitchell to fulÞ ll her role on the team.
“You seem to like being undercover. Is it stressful?”
“No,” Mitchell admitted. “Not when I’m Mitch. Mitch is…”
Struggling, she met Catherine’s eyes and found only acceptance. “Mitch is me. Part of me, anyways. I just let that part come to the surface, and it’s not work.”
“I’ve wondered,” Catherine said. “Do you have to think about behaving like a man, or…how does that happen for you?”
Mitchell grinned. “It comes pretty easy. It’s not just clothes or the co—other stuff. When I’m Mitch, and people relate to me like I’m a guy, it’s easy to stay in character. Sure, it helps to look the part, to have the right equipment in my jeans, but a lot of it is about how other people see me. Sandy helps a lot.”
“How?” Catherine watched Mitchell’s face come to life, saw the energy return to her eyes, saw her body straighten with renewed strength. She wasn’t entirely certain whether it was the mention of Sandy or Mitch, but something had infused Mitchell with excitement and purpose.
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“She digs Mitch. She makes it work for me. She never lets me forget who I am when I’m him.” Mitchell made a wry face, considering her words. “Did that just make any sense?”
Catherine laughed. “I think so. Having Sandy believe in Mitch, and relate to him with consistency and sincerity, makes it easier for you to project his personality.”
“Yes.” Mitchell grinned. “Having her have the hots for Mitch helps me be him.”
“I think that’s what I just said,” Catherine murmured, and Mitchell laughed.
“I can see that the undercover portion of the assignment is not a problem for you. What about the rest of it?” Catherine asked, suddenly serious. “Are you concerned about the danger?”
“Concerned?” Mitchell pondered the idea. “No. It takes some getting used to, never knowing exactly what’s going to happen, but I feel prepared. Being a cop is just like being a soldier. You train, you know you’re ready, and whatever happens, you deal with it.”
“Speaking of soldiers,” Catherine remarked evenly, “Erica was a bit of a surprise.”
“Yeah, well, she hasn’t been part of my life for quite a while, so I never thought to mention her.”
Catherine made a sound of assent, watching Mitchell’s face.
“Okay,” Mitchell conceded. “I don’t like to talk about her.”
After a moment, Catherine asked, “Has seeing her yesterday changed how you feel at all?”
“I don’t know. Maybe. It’s going to be a lot harder to put her out of my mind now.”
“It must take a lot of work to keep your twin out of your mind.”
For the merest instant, Mitchell closed her eyes. Then with a sigh, she said, “It’s impossible. Most of the time I don’t think about her, but then at odd moments, I remember something we did or something she said, or I’ll want to tell her something…and she’s not there.” She took a deep breath and sighed again. “Then it’s really tough.”
“Now…with all that’s going on with this investigation, is probably not the best time to explore your feelings concerning the estrangement with your sister, but at some point, I think you should.”
Slowly, Mitchell nodded. “So…you and I, we could do that?”
“Yes, we could.”
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“Okay,” Mitchell said as if that settled the matter. Then she leaned forward, her gaze intent. “So, will you clear me to get back to work?”
Catherine didn’t hesitate. “Yes.”
v
Mitch sat on the edge of the bed, leaning forward to pull on his right motorcycle boot. Sandy scooted around behind him and threaded her arms around his neck, running her hands back and forth over his chest.
“Remember, Ali said you couldn’t ride the bike.” Sandy kissed the back of his neck.
“I won’t,” he replied, reaching for the other boot. His leg ached when he stood too long or stretched too far. But basically, it didn’t bother him. The stitches hadn’t yet been removed, but the incision was healing Þ ne, and he rarely thought about it. “Jasmine will pick me up in her car.”
“I could come with you to the Troc,” Sandy suggested. “I am supposed to be your girlfriend, you know.”
“You are my girlfriend.”
“So, I’ll come.”
“I’m going to Ziggie’s after the Kings Þ nish their show.”
“I know. I’ll catch a ride home with someone.”
Mitch angled around on the bed until he could see Sandy’s face.
He grinned. “Uh-huh. Anybody who sees us together will really believe that I’m going to leave you to go out clubbing with the guys.”
Sandy ran her Þ ngertips along his jaw. “You look good. The shading is just right. Clubbing with the guys, huh. That’s what you call it? Watching a bunch of girls dance naked?”
“I’m not watching the girls. You know that.”
“Oh yeah, sure. I bet you keep your eyes closed the whole time you’re in Ziggie’s. I’ve seen the way those tables are placed. You’re practically at eye level with their—”
“Come on, San,” Mitch protested, snaking an arm around her waist and pulling her sideways into his lap. Her arms automatically came around his neck, and he nuzzled her throat. “I’ll be working, and even if I wasn’t, the only girl I ever think about is you.” He kissed her
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neck, then rubbed his cheek against her breast. “All the time. I think about this all the time.”
Sandy smoothed her Þ ngers over the short hair at the back of his neck before guiding his mouth to the peak of her breast, murmuring her pleasure when he took her nipple into his mouth. The thin material of her camisole molded to her breast from the moisture of his lips, heightening the sensation as it tightened around her ß esh. “I know how you get,” she whispered, shifting her hips against his crotch, “when you’re geared up like this.”
Mitch groaned. “How? How do I get, huh, honey?”
“Horny.” Sandy leaned back, caught the bottom of her camisole in her Þ ngers, and lifted it to expose her breasts. Watching Mitch’s face, she cupped one small, Þ rm breast and ß icked the nipple with her Þ nger.
“Just remember, I’ll be waiting…” She lost her breath as Mitch’s mouth closed Þ rmly on her again.
Back arched, both hands clasped behind Mitch’s neck, Sandy rocked in his lap while he moved from one breast to the other, torturing her nipples with kisses interspersed with tiny bites. Within minutes, they were both gasping.
“You know what you’re doing to me, right?” Mitch groaned, both hands circling her breasts, squeezing rhythmically. He lifted his hips to meet Sandy’s as she ground down against him. “You know how bad I need you right now, right?”
“Uh-huh,” Sandy gasped, her head thrown back, eyes closed, her hips rolling over the prominence between his thighs.
