Frank Herbert - Heretics of Dune
That response had not been permissible. "I've warned you about that tone, Sheeana. Do you wish to learn immediately what a Reverend Mother can do to punish you?"
The words played themselves like ghost messages in Odrade's mind as she looked at the gathering darkness outside the Dar-es-Balat penthouse. A great loneliness welled up in her. All the others had gone from this room.
Only the punished one remains!
How bright-eyed Sheeana had been in that room above the Great Square, her mind so full of questions. "Why do you always talk about hurting and punishment?"
"You must learn discipline. How can you control others when you cannot control yourself?"
"I don't like that lesson."
"None of us does very much... until later when we've learned the value of it by experience."
As intended, that response had festered long in Sheeana's awareness. In the end, she had revealed all she knew about the dance.
"Some of the dancers escape. Others go directly to Shaitan. The priests say they go to Shai-hulud."
"What of the ones who survive?"
"When they recover, they must join a great dance in the desert. If Shaitan comes there, they die. If Shaitan does not come, they are rewarded."
Odrade had seen the pattern. Sheeana's explanatory words had not been necessary beyond that point, even though the recital had been allowed to continue. How bitter Sheeana's voice had been!
"They get money, space in a bazaar, that kind of reward. The priests say they have proved that they are human."
"Are the ones who fail not human?"
Sheeana had remained silent for a long time in deep thought. The track was clear to Odrade, though: the Sisterhood's test of humanity! Her own passage into the acceptable humanity of the Sisterhood had already been duplicated by Sheeana. How soft that passage seemed in comparison to the other pains!
In the dim light of the museum penthouse, Odrade held up her right hand, looking at it, remembering the agony box, and the gom jabbar poised at her neck ready to kill her if she flinched or cried out.
Sheeana had not cried out, either. But she had known the answer to Odrade's question even before the agony box.
"They are human but different."
Odrade spoke aloud in the empty room with its displays from the Tyrant's no-chamber hoard.
"What did you do to us, Leto? Are you only Shaitan talking to us? What would you force us to share now?"
Was the fossil dance to become fossil sex?
"Who are you talking to, Mother?"
It was Sheeana's voice from the open doorway across the room. Her gray postulant's robe was only a faint shape there, growing larger as she approached.
"Mother Superior sent me for you," Sheeana said as she came to a stop near Odrade.
"I was talking to myself," Odrade said. She looked at the strangely quiet girl, remembering the gut-wrenching excitement of that moment when the Fulcrum Question had been asked of Sheeana.
"Do you wish to be a Reverend Mother?"
"Why are you talking to yourself, Mother?" There was a load of concern in Sheeana's voice. The Teaching Proctors would have their hands full removing those emotions.
"I was remembering when I asked you if you wished to be a Reverend Mother," Odrade said. "It prompted other thoughts."
"You said I must give myself to your direction in all things, holding back nothing, disobeying you in nothing."
"And you said: 'Is that all?' "
"I didn't know very much, did I? I still don't know very much."
"None of us does, child. Except that we're all in the dance together. And Shaitan will certainly come if the least of us fails."
***
When strangers meet, great allowance should be made for differences of custom and training.
- The Lady Jessica, from "Wisdom of Arrakis"The last greenish line of light fell out of the horizon before Burzmali gave the signal for them to move. It was dark by the time they reached the far side of Ysai and the perimeter road that was to lead them to Duncan. Clouds covered the sky, reflecting the city's lights downward onto the shapes of the urban hovels through which their guides directed them.
These guides bothered Lucilla. They appeared out of side streets and from suddenly opened doorways to whisper new directions.
Too many people knew about the fugitive pair and their intended rendezvous!
She had come to grips with her hatred but the residue was a profound distrust of every person they saw. Hiding this behind the mechanical attitudes of a playfem with her customer had become increasingly difficult.
There was slush on the pedestrian way beside the road, most of it scattered there by the passage of groundcars. Lucilla's feet were cold before they had gone half a kilometer and she was forced to expend energy compensating for the added bloodflow in her extremities.
Burzmali walked silently, his head down, apparently lost in his own worries. Lucilla was not fooled. He heard every sound around them, saw every approaching vehicle. He hustled them off the pathway each time a groundcar approached. The cars went swishing past on their suspensors, the dirty slush flying from under their fanskirts and peppering the bushes along the road. Burzmali held her down beside him in the snow until he was sure the cars were out of sight and sound. Not that anyone riding in them could hear much except their own whirling passage.
They had been walking for two hours before Burzmali stopped and took stock of the way ahead. Their destination was a perimeter community that had been described to them as "completely safe." Lucilla knew better. No place on Gammu was completely safe.
Yellow lights cast an undershot glow on the clouds ahead of them, marking the location of the community. Their slushy progress took them through a tunnel under the perimeter road and up a low hill planted to some sort of orchard. The limbs were stark in the dim light.
Lucilla glanced upward. The clouds were thinning. Gammu had many small moons - fortress no-ships. Some of them had been placed by Teg but she glimpsed lines of new ones sharing the guardian role. They appeared to be about four times the size of the brightest stars and they often traveled together, which made their reflected light useful but erratic because they moved fast - up across the sky and below the horizon in only a few hours. She glimpsed a string of six such moons through a break in the clouds, wondering if they were part of Teg's defense system.
Momentarily, she reflected on the inherent weakness of the siege mentality that such defenses represented. Teg had been right about them. Mobility was the key to military success but she doubted that he had meant mobility on foot.
There were no easy hiding places on the snow-whitened slope and Lucilla felt Burzmali's nervousness. What could they do here if someone came? A snow-covered depression led down from their position to the left, angling toward the community. It was not a road but she thought it might be a path.
"Down this way," Burzmali said, leading them into the depression.
The snow came up to their calves.
"I hope these people are trustworthy," she said.
"They hate the Honored Matres," he said. "That's enough for me."
"The ghola had better be there!" She held back an even more angry response but could not keep herself from adding: "Their hatred isn't enough for me."
It was better to expect the worst, she thought.
She had come to a reassuring thought about Burzmali, though. He was like Teg. Neither of them pursued a course that would lead them into a dead end - not if they could help it. She suspected there were support forces concealed in the bushes around them even now.
The snow-covered trail ended in a paved pathway, gently curved inward from the edges and kept free of snow by a melt system. There was a trickle of dampness in the center. Lucilla was several steps onto this path before she recognized what it must be - a magchute. It was an ancient magnetic transport base that once had carried goods or raw materials to a pre-Scattering factory.
"It gets steeper here," Burzmali warned her. "They've carved steps in it but watch it. They're not very deep."
They came presently to the end of the magchute. It stopped at a decrepit wall - local brick atop a plasteel foundation. The faint light of stars in a clearing sky revealed crude workmanship in the bricks - typical Famine-Times construction. The wall was a mass of vines and mottled fungus. The growth did little to conceal the cracked courses of the bricks and the crude efforts to fill chinks with mortar. A single row of narrow windows looked down onto the place where the magchute debouched into a mass of bushes and weeds. Three of the windows glowed electric blue with some inner activity that was accompanied by faint crackling sounds.
"This was a factory in the old days," Burzmali said.
"I have eyes and a memory," Lucilla snapped. Did this grunting male think her completely devoid of intelligence?
Something creaked dismally off to their left. A patch of sod and weeds lifted atop a cellar door accompanied by an upward glow of brilliant yellow light.
"Quick!" Burzmali led her at a swift run across thick vegetation and down a flight of steps exposed by the lifting door. The door creaked closed behind them in a grumbling of machinery.
Lucilla found herself in a large space with a low ceiling. Light came from long lines of modern glowglobes strung along massive plasteel girders overhead. The floor was swept clean but showed scratches and indentations of activity, the locations no doubt of bygone machinery. She glimpsed movement far off across the open space. A young woman in a version of Lucilla's dragon robe trotted toward them.
Lucilla sniffed. There was a stink of acid in the room and undertones of something foul.
"This was a Harkonnen factory," Burzmali said. "I wonder what they made here?"
The young woman stopped in front of Lucilla. She had a willowy figure, elegant in shape and motion under the clinging robe. A subcutaneous glow came from her face. It spoke of exercise and good health. The green eyes, though, were hard and chilling in the way they measured everything they saw.
"So they sent more than one of us to watch this place," she said.
Lucilla put out a restraining hand as Burzmali started to respond. This woman was not what she seemed. No more than I am! Lucilla chose her words carefully. "We always know each other, it seems."
The young woman smiled. "I watched your approach. I could not believe my eyes." She swept a sneering glance across Burzmali. "This was supposed to be a customer?"
"And guide," Lucilla said. She noted the puzzlement on Burzmali's face and prayed he would not ask the wrong question. This young woman was danger!
"Weren't we expected?" Burzmali asked.
"Ahhhh, it speaks," the young woman said, laughing. Her laugh was as cold as her eyes.
"I prefer that you do not refer to me as 'it,' " Burzmali said.
"I call Gammu scum anything I wish," the young woman said. "Don't speak to me of your preferences!"
"What did you call me?" Burzmali was tired and his anger came boiling up at this unexpected attack.
"I call you anything I choose, scum!"
Burzmali had suffered enough. Before Lucilla could stop him, he uttered a low growl and aimed a heavy slap at the young woman.
The blow did not land.
Lucilla watched in fascination as the woman dropped under the attack, caught Burzmali's sleeve as one might catch a bit of fabric blowing in the wind and, in a blindingly fast pirouette whose speed almost hid its delicacy, sent Burzmali skidding across the floor. The woman dropped to a half crouch on one foot, the other prepared to kick.
"I shall kill him now," she said.
Lucilla, not knowing what might happen next, folded her body sideways, barely avoiding the woman's suddenly outthrust foot, and countered with a standard Bene Gesserit sabard that dumped the young woman on her back doubled up where the blow had caught her in the abdomen.
"A suggestion that you kill my guide is uncalled for, whatever your name is," Lucilla said.
The young woman gasped for breath, then, panting between words: "I am called Murbella, Great Honored Matre. You shame me by defeating me with such a slow attack. Why do you do that?"
"You needed a lesson," Lucilla said.
"I am only newly robed, Great Honored Matre. Please forgive me. I thank you for the splendid lesson and will thank you every time I employ your response, which I now commit to memory." She bowed her head, then leaped lightly to her feet, an impish grin on her face.
In her coldest voice, Lucilla asked: "Do you know who I am?" Out of the corners of her eyes, she saw Burzmali regain his feet with painful slowness. He remained at one side, watching the women, but anger burned his face.
"From your ability to teach me that lesson, I see that you are who you are, Great Honored Matre. Am I forgiven?" The impish grin had vanished from Murbella's face. She stood with head bowed.
"You are forgiven. Is there a no-ship coming?"
"So they say here. We are prepared for it." Murbella glanced at Burzmali.
"He is still useful to me and it is required that he accompany me," Lucilla said.
"Very good, Great Honored Matre. Does your forgiveness include your name?"
"No!"
Murbella sighed. "We have captured the ghola," she said. "He came as a Tleilaxu from the south. I was just about to bed him when you arrived."
Burzmali hobbled toward them. Lucilla saw that he had recognized the danger. This "completely safe" place had been infested by enemies! But the enemies still knew very little.
"The ghola was not injured?" Burzmali asked.
"It still speaks," Murbella said. "How odd."
"You will not bed the ghola," Lucilla said. "That one is my special charge!"
"Fair game, Great Honored Matre. And I marked him first. He is already partly subdued."
She laughed once more, with a callous abandonment that shocked Lucilla. "This way. There is a place where you can watch."
***
May you die on Caladan!
- Ancient Drinking ToastDuncan tried to remember where he was. He knew Tormsa was dead. Blood had spurted from Tormsa's eyes. Yes, he remembered that clearly. They had entered a dark building and light had flared abruptly all around them. Duncan felt an ache in the back of his head. A blow? He tried to move and his muscles refused to obey.
He remembered sitting at the edge of a wide lawn. There was some kind of bowling game in progress - eccentric balls that bounced and darted with no apparent design. The players were young men in a common costume of... Giedi Prime!
"They are practicing to be old men," he said. He remembered saying that.
His companion, a young woman, looked at him blankly.
"Only old men should play these outdoor games," he said.
