Рэй Бредбери - Октябрьская страна (The October Country), 1955
"Did I?" She put it on and went out the door.
"I don't know," he said. "It's damn late in the day to be moving out."
"It's only three-thirty," she said. "Only three-thirty."
"I don't know," he said, doubtfully.
He looked around the room, stepped out, closed the door, locked it, went downstairs, jingling the keys.
She was outside in the car already, settled in, her coat folded on her lap, her gloved hands folded on the coat. He came out, supervised the loading of what luggage remained into the trunk receptacle, came to the front door and tapped on the window. She unlocked it and let him in.
"Well, here we go!" She cried with a laugh, her face rosy, her eyes frantically bright. She was leaning forward as if by this movement she might set the car rolling merrily down the hill. "Thank you, darling, for letting me get the refund on the money you paid for our room tonight. I'm sure we'll like it much better in Guadalajara tonight. Thank you!"
"Yeah," he said.
Inserting the ignition keys he stepped on the starter.
Nothing happened.
He stepped on the starter again. Her mouth twitched.
"It needs warming," she said. "It was a cold night last night."
He tried it again. Nothing.
Marie's hands tumbled on her lap.
He tried it six more times. "Well," he said, lying back, ceasing.
"Try it again, next tune it'll work," she said.
"It's no use," he said. "Something's wrong."
"Well, you've got to try it once more."
He tried it once more.
"It'll work, I'm sure," she said. "Is the ignition on?"
"Is the ignition on," he said. "Yes, it's on."
"It doesn't look like it's on," she said.
"It's on." He showed her by twisting the key.
"Now, try it," she said.
"There," he said, when nothing happened. "I told you."
"You're not doing it right; it almost caught that time," she cried.
"I'll wear out the battery, and God knows where you can buy a battery here."
"Wear it out, then. I'm sure it'll start next time!"
"Well, if you're so good, you try it." He slipped from the car and beckoned her over behind the wheel. "Go ahead!"
She bit her lips and settled behind the wheel. She did things with her hands that were like a little mystic ceremony; with moves of hands and body she was trying to overcome gravity, friction and every other natural law. She patted the starter with her toeless shoe. The car remained solemnly quiet. A little squeak came out of Marie's tightened lips. She rammed the starter home and there was a clear smell in the air as she fluttered the choke.
"You've flooded it," he said. "Fine! Get back over on your side, will you?"
He got three boys to push and they started the car downhill. He jumped in to steer. The car rolled swiftly, bumping and rattling. Marie's face glowed expectantly. "This'll start it!" she said.
Nothing started. They rolled quietly into the filling station at the bottom of the hill, bumping softly on the cobbles, and stopped by the tanks.
She sat there, saying nothing, and when the attendant came from the station her door was locked, the window up, and he had to come around on the husband's side to make his query.
The mechanic arose from the car engine, scowled at Joseph and they spoke together in Spanish, quietly.
She rolled the window down and listened.
"What's he say?" she demanded.
The two men talked on.
"What does he say?" she asked.
The dark mechanic waved at the engine. Joseph nodded and they conversed.
"What's wrong?" Marie wanted to know.
Joseph frowned over at her. "Wait a moment, will you? I can't listen to both of you."
The mechanic took Joseph's elbow. They said many words.
"What's he saying now?" she asked.
"He says-" said Joseph, and was lost as the Mexican took him over to the engine and bent him down in earnest discovery.
"How much will it cost?" she cried, out the window, around at their bent backs.
The mechanic spoke to Joseph.
"Fifty pesos," said Joseph.
"How long will it take?" cried his wife.
Joseph asked the mechanic. The man shrugged and they argued for five minutes.
"How long will it take?" said Marie.
The discussion continued.
The sun went down the sky. She looked at the sun upon the trees that stood high by the cemetery yard. The shadows rose and rose until the valley was enclosed and only the sky was clear and untouched and blue.
"Two days, maybe three," said Joseph, turning to Marie.
"Two days! Can't he fix it so we can just go on to the next town and have the rest done there?"
Joseph asked the man. The man replied.
Joseph said to his wife. "No, he'll have to do the entire job."
"Why, that's silly, it's so silly, he doesn't either, he doesn't really have to do it all, you tell him that, Joe, tell him that, he can hurry and fix it--"
The two men ignored her. They were talking earnestly again.
This time it was all in very slow motion. The unpacking of the suitcases. He did his own, she left hers by the door.
"I don't need anything," she said, leaving it locked.
"You'll need your nightgown," he said.
"I'll sleep naked," she said.
"Well, it isn't my fault," he said. "That damned car."
"You can go down and watch them work on it, later," she said. She sat on the edge of the bed. They were in a new room. She had refused to return to their old room. She said she couldn't stand it. She wanted a new room so it would seem they were in a new hotel in a new city. So this was a new room, with a view of the alley and the sewer system instead of the plaza and the drum-box trees. "You go down and supervise the work, Joe. If you don't, you know they'll take weeks!" She looked at him. "You should be down there now, instead of standing around."
"I'll go down," he said.
"I'll go down with you. I want to buy some magazines."
"You won't find any American magazines in a town like this."
"I can look, can't I?"
"Besides, we haven't much money," he said. "I don't want to have to wire my bank. It takes a god-awful time and it's not worth the bother."
"I can at least have my magazines," she said.
"Maybe one or two," he said.
"As many as I want," she said, feverishly, on the bed.
"For God's sake, you've got a million magazines in the car now. Posts, Collier's, Mercury, Atlantic Monthly s, Barnaby. Superman! You haven't read half of the articles."
"But they're not new," she said. "They're not new, I've looked at them and after you've looked at a thing, I don't know--"
"Try reading them instead of looking at them," he said.
As they came downstairs night was in the plaza.
"Give me a few pesos," she said, and he gave her some. "Teach me to say about magazines in Spanish," she said.
"Quiero una publicacion Americana," he said, walking swiftly.
She repeated it, stumblingly, and laughed. "Thanks."
He went on ahead to the mechanic's shop, and she turned in at the nearest Farmacia Botica, and all the magazines racked before her there were alien colors and alien names. She read the titles with swift moves of her eyes and looked at the old man behind the counter. "Do you have American magazines?" she asked in English, embarrassed to use the Spanish words.
The old man stared at her.
"Habla Ingles?" she asked.
"No, senorita."
She tried to think of the right words. "Quiero-no!" She stopped. She started again. "Americano-uh-maggah-zeen-as?"
"Oh, no, senorita!"
Her hands opened wide at her waist, then closed, like mouths. Her mouth opened and closed. The shop had a veil over it, in her eyes. Here she was and here were these small baked adobe people to whom she could say nothing and from whom she could get no words she understood, and she was in a town of people who said no words to her and she said no words to them except in blushing confusion and bewilderment. And the town was circled by desert and time, and home was far away, far away in another life.
She whirled and fled.
Shop following shop she found no magazines save those giving bullfights in blood on their covers or murdered people or lace-confection priests. But at last three poor copies of the Post were bought with much display and loud laughter and she gave the vendor of this small shop a handsome tip.
Rushing out with the Posts eagerly on her bosom in both hands she hurried along the narrow walk, took a skip over the gutter, ran across the street, sang la-la, jumped onto the further walk, made another little scamper with her feet, smiled an inside smile, moving along swiftly, pressing the magazines tightly to her, half-closing her eyes, breathing the charcoal evening air, feeling the wind watering past her ears.
Starlight tinkled in golden nuclei off the highly perched Greek figures atop the State theatre. A man shambled by in the shadow, balancing upon his head a basket. The basket contained bread loaves.
She saw the man and the balanced basket and suddenly she did not move and there was no inside smile, nor did her hands clasp tight the magazines. She watched the man walk, with one band of his gently poised up to tap the basket any time it unbalanced, and down the street he dwindled, while the magazines slipped from Marie's fingers and scattered on the walk.
Snatching them up, she ran into the hotel and almost fell going upstairs.
She sat in the room. The magazines were piled on each side of her and in a circle at her feet. She had made a little castle with portcullises of words and into this she was withdrawn. All about her were the magazines she had bought and bought and looked at and looked at on other days, and these were the outer barrier, and upon the inside of the barrier, upon her lap, as yet unopened, but her hands were trembling to open them and read and read and read again with hungry eyes, were the three battered Post magazines. She opened the first page. She would go through them page by page, line by line, she decided. Not a line would go unnoticed, a comma unread, every little ad and every color would be fixed by her. And-she smiled with discovery- in those other magazines at her feet were still advertisements and cartoons she had neglected-there would be little morsels of stuff for her to reclaim and utilize later.
She would read this first Post tonight, yes tonight she would read this first delicious Post. Page on page she would eat it and tomorrow night, if there was going to be a tomorrow night, but maybe there wouldn't be a tomorrow night here, maybe the motor would start and there'd be odors of exhaust and round hum of rubber tire on road and wind riding in the window and pennanting her hair-but, sup-pose, just suppose there would BE a tomorrow night here, in this room. Well, then, there would be two more Posts, one for tomorrow night, and the next for the next night. How neatly she said it to herself with her mind's tongue. She turned the first page.
She turned the second page. Her eyes moved over it and over it and her fingers unknown to her slipped under the next page and flickered it in preparation for turning, and the watch ticked on her wrist, and time passed and she sat turning pages, turning pages, hungrily seeing the framed people in the pictures, people who lived in another land in another world where neons bravely held off the night with crimson bars and the smells were home smells and the people talked good fine words and here she was turning the pages, and all the lines went across and down and the pages flew under her hands, making a fan. She threw down the first Post, seized on and rimed through the second in half an hour, threw that down, took up the third, threw that down a good fifteen minutes later and found herself breathing, breathing stiffly and swiftly in her body and out of her mouth. She put her hand up to the back of her neck.
