Mons Kallentoft - Autumn Killing
Then Anders Dalstrom strikes again, but he gets scared when he feels the old man’s chin against his knuckles.
The snakes are moving again. There are more than ever, and they’re swimming through his veins, drinking his blood.
He’s mad, Axel Fagelsjo thinks, as he tries to escape the pain by remembering, by keeping his consciousness clear.
For a moment he thinks that he would actually like to be beaten to death by this maniac, because then I can finally be with you, Bettina. I was with you, in the forest, on the morning of the first murder.
So hit me.
Let me go to the woman I love.
And Axel knows who the young man in the room is now.
The son of that hopeless farmhand whose eye he blinded.
It was a shame, but these things happen.
He was an oaf, and maybe he got what he deserved.
And Fredrik? Did he get what he deserved?
No one tells me, or anyone in my family, what we deserve or don’t deserve.
Then he strikes again. With the butt of the rifle now. Burning pain, and I feel my teeth come loose, and my eyes feel like they’re going to burst from their sockets.
What happened to the farmhand? He sat in silence during the trial, I remember that, but what happened to him after that? Could he have been in pain, the way I’m in pain now? He was blinded in one eye, but that’s hardly a handicap worth making a fuss over, is it? Maybe he was bitter, but life is much easier if people know their place, no matter what that place is.
A knife now. A knife, and he shows me the coat of arms on the handle, Skogsa, before he cuts my cheek.
It stings, and I scream.
Bettina, can I come to you now? Are you proud of me? I don’t want to end up in the chapel, I want to be with you, in the forest.
What does a castle mean, really? A few hectares of forest? Memories that no one cares about?
I’m going to put an end to this, Anders Dalstrom thinks. I’m going to do what I like, just as he has always done.
His face is yours, Father.
Are you one and the same?
But there’s no reason to hesitate. They never did when they managed to catch me in the school playground.
Blood is running from Axel Fagelsjo’s cheeks, and Anders Dalstrom wants to drive the knife into his fat gut, but he can’t, something’s holding him back, whispering ‘no’ into one ear. He throws the knife in the corner and puts his fingers in Axel Fagelsjo’s nostrils again, blocking them, then puts his other hand over his mouth, pressing the rag hard, and he knows that the old man can’t breathe now. That he must be screaming for air in there, and the cocky, arrogant look he had in his eyes just now is gone, replaced by something else, maybe some sort of primeval fear.
Monochrome flickering.
Something slithering over my body. It will be gone for ever.
Someone’s whispering something. Is that you, Andreas? Are you there?
Give me air.
I want more.
I want to see you, Bettina, Fredrik, but not just yet. Katarina. Where are you?
I’ve done wrong, I admit it, let go, forgive me, I’ve done wrong, but don’t let it end now, I want more life, I’m scared, I can feel the heat licking my ankles, I’m trying to scream for forgiveness, scream that I can love you and everyone else, that you have to let go, that it’s your only hope, and blood is pouring but you carry on, pressing your fingers deeper into my nose.
And I want air, give me air.
71
‘Mum?’
Tove’s voice a hammer-blow to her heart as Malin opens the door on her way out of the block on Drottninggatan.
Zeke beside her, restless, wanting to run to the car.
‘Tove.’
Can’t talk now, darling.
A quick run-through in Axel Fagelsjo’s apartment just now.
Where can Axel Fagelsjo and Anders Dalstrom be? In all likelihood, together.
Sven: ‘If Anders Dalstrom took Fredrik to the castle, he may have taken Axel Fagelsjo there as well. Zeke and Malin, get out there at once. Talk to Katarina Fagelsjo and anyone else connected to this. Dalstrom could be a danger to the public, we need to get hold of him as soon as possible.’
‘Mum, I was wondering if I. .’
Malin hears her daughter’s voice as she’s running towards the car, not taking in what she’s saying, instead: ‘Tove, I’ve got to go.’
She clicks to get rid of Tove, but a moment later she wants to call back, has to apologise for the way everything turned out the evening she came around, when she just let her disappear, and she’s the world’s worst mum and sorry, because it isn’t so damn easy being human.
On the other side of Drottninggatan the Horticultural Society Park lies dark and cold and the rain is boring down from the sky now, restricting their visibility ahead and she wonders what Tove wanted, knows she ought to call back, maybe she needs me now, but instead Malin says: ‘OK, drive. Fast as you can. Quick!’
The car’s headlights are eager searchlights heading along the rain-tormented tarmac of Drottninggatan.
Malin’s mobile rings again. Tove? Not this time. Another number on the display.
‘Malin.’
‘Johan Stekanger here.’
The solicitor. Jerry Petersson’s executor. The man who found Fredrik Fagelsjo.
‘I wanted to tell you that the castle was sold yesterday. For twice as much as Petersson paid for it. Petersson’s father accepted the offer.’
‘Who bought it?’
‘I’m afraid. .’
‘There’s nothing to stop you telling us.’
‘I. .’
‘Now!’ Malin says. ‘Otherwise I’ll be on your backside like a tick from hell for the rest of your life. So, who bought it?’
‘Axel Fagelsjo himself, who else? We signed the contracts yesterday, and he got the keys to the front door as a symbolic gesture. We’ve put all of Petersson’s possessions in storage, and the art’s gone to Bukowski’s auction house. He laughed at that business with the keys, said he’d kept several sets. And I don’t think Petersson ever changed the locks.’
‘He’s bought back the castle,’ Malin says.
Zeke keeps his hands on the wheel, staring ahead at the road as they drive out of the city, out into the dark countryside.
‘That was quick work.’
‘An old fighter,’ Malin says, as they head towards the castle way above every speed limit.
They must be there.
Fields.
Forest.
What’s on the move out there? What is it that clouds people’s minds? What drives them to do things that there are hardly any words for? Like the honour killing they’d investigated before this case.
What makes a person not answer a call from her daughter? Malin shuts her eyes, sees Tove on the floor of that room with the mad woman bent over her. Sees a rape victim on a chair in a dark corner of a godforsaken room in a godforsaken hospital.
Tove Fors.
Fredrik Fagelsjo.
Anders Dalstrom.
Jerry Petersson.
I know what unites you.
I can do something for you, Tove. For me. For us.
If I can’t manage to love you, who on earth could I manage to love?
They’re the first car on the scene, and the castle rises up from the black earth, an ark for all the feelings human beings have ever felt.
The green lanterns are glowing, spreading green light over the water in the moat. Unless the glow comes from the water itself?
No car in front of the castle.
And Malin runs up to the door, yanks at it, but it’s locked.
Shit.
They aren’t here.
Zeke comes up behind her.
‘Doesn’t look like they’re here,’ he whispers, and Malin wonders why he’s whispering.
‘Damn. I was so sure.’
Silence around them, except for the rustling of the forest.
‘He could have locked the door behind them with Fagelsjo’s key,’ Malin says.
‘Let’s go round,’ Zeke says.
And they circle the castle, over to the chapel, deserted and shut up. The rain patters on their jackets and Zeke is moving stiffly in front of her.
They’re walking in silence.
Where’s the car? Malin thinks. They must be here.
They turn a corner, and they can hear a car, maybe one of the patrol cars, coming up the drive, and now they can see light, a thin strip of light seeping out from the shutters on one of the cellar windows.
They look at each other.
Nod, wipe the rain from their faces, run to the front of the castle, the gravel and stones crunching under their feet.
They see three uniformed officers getting out of a patrol car.
‘The door,’ Malin shouts. ‘They could be in there. In the cellar.’
And a moment later the uniforms are throwing themselves at the door, but their efforts are wasted.
‘This is impossible,’ one of them shouts, and Malin orders them back, draws her pistol from its holster, and ignoring the risk of ricochets she kneels down at the side of the steps leading up to the doorway and shoots off the black-painted iron lock, probably several hundred years old, emptying her magazine, and the lock falls from its chiselled hole onto the stone steps.
Malin is first inside.
Rushing through the rooms.
The kitchen like a shiny white slaughterhouse even in the darkness.
She rushes down the steps into the cellar, expecting to see Axel Fagelsjo down there together with Anders Dalstrom. But what will the scene look like?
The cellar is dark and cold and she’s having trouble breathing, she can feel the others behind her, their fear, their footsteps drumming rhythmically on the stone floors. She crouches as she goes through the passageways, kicking open the door to what must once have been a prison cell. Was this where the Russian prisoners-of-war were locked up before they were walled up in the moat?
They go through one, two, three rooms. All empty.
Then a fourth door.
Light coming from behind it.
Malin presses the handle.
What am I going to see?
She opens the door.
72
Is he still here?
Bettina, is that you?
No, but is he still here?
What was it he said?
I didn’t understand.
Someone’s coming now, is he coming back?
He took his stinking fingers out of my nostrils, but the rag is still in my mouth. He didn’t cut me again.
Ropes around my ankles and wrists. I try pulling this way and that, and I know he’s going to come back, I want to see you, Bettina.
Or do I?
I want to stay. I know what I’ve got to do, I can feel the light returning to my eyes now, I heard a door open, is that death or life coming in?
Spare me.
I’m a good person.
The room is bathed in light from a spotlight in the ceiling.
Malin sees him.
He’s sitting still on a chair in the middle of the room, blood running from his head and nostrils.
Axel Fagelsjo.
Alone. No Anders Dalstrom.
Fagelsjo. Not so imposing now, and Malin thinks that it makes little difference if he’s alive or dead, yet she still hesitates in front of him, approaching him slowly, is he dead, alive?
Fagelsjo seems to be melting into the stone beneath him, his blood seems to be sucked up by the castle walls, and she can feel the heartbeat of history, pumping a strange music through her veins.
Standing right in front of Fagelsjo now.
She puts an arm on his shoulder.
He squints. His eyes seem to clear.
Malin waves the others into the room. No one else there, where’s Dalstrom?
And Fagelsjo jerks.
Coughs, wants the rag out of his mouth, and Malin looks around again, nothing, and she puts her pistol down on the stone floor, Zeke breathing heavily behind her.
Then she takes the rag from Fagelsjo’s mouth as a uniformed officer cuts the ropes tying his wrists and ankles.
He throws up his arms, as if with some peculiar, new-found power.
Kicks his legs.
His bloody sweater shudders, and Malin can see the fat moving beneath it.
Then he moves, and stands up.
Looks down at Malin.
‘The bastard didn’t have the nerve,’ Fagelsjo says. ‘He didn’t have the nerve.’
He probably did have the nerve, Father.
But he couldn’t, didn’t want to.
I see you sit down again, defenceless, and not long ago you were experiencing the most profound of all fears, the feeling that is the only thing that exists on the boundary where life and death meet.
You were there just now, and now you’ve been called back, but have you learned anything, Father?
I don’t think so.
I shall be buried in a few days’ time, Father, but you don’t care about that, or do you? The family vault is ready out in the chapel.
There’s so much I don’t know about you, Father, and now Malin Fors and Zacharias Martinsson are standing by the door, they’re talking to their boss, wondering: where is Anders Dalstrom?
You’re close now, Malin, but this drama isn’t over yet. There are still a few more moments of obscurity and clarity to come.
You’ve found the knife, with the coat of arms on the shaft, the knife that perforated my body. Karin Johannison will let you know within a few days that it was the knife that inflicted my wounds.
I’m tumbling around in my space, amused as I am by this relentless desire for events to play themselves out, come to a conclusion, so that a new beginning can finally have its beginning.
There’s some justice in the position I’m in. I destroyed friendships, and many other forms of love, and I never took responsibility for that.
But where is he now, Anders Dalstrom?
You know, Malin. You know.
Malin is crouching beside Axel Fagelsjo, who has sat down on the chair again, when she sees Waldemar Ekenberg and Johan Jakobsson coming over from the direction of the stairs.
Axel Fagelsjo is carefully but firmly wiping the blood from his face, breathing slowly, saying: ‘He didn’t have the nerve. The bastard. But he knocked out several of my teeth.’
‘Did he say anything as he left?’
‘No.’
‘Do you have any idea where he might have gone?’
‘No. Where would someone like that go?’
The man before her looks huge on his chair, the look in his eyes tired but sharp as he says: ‘When animals are about to die, they go to places they’ve been before, places that are important to them.’
‘Did he have a rifle?’
‘How else do you think he got me down here?’
‘So you were here when he arrived?’
‘No, I was at home in the apartment, but I was about to come out here when he arrived. It was time to come home.’
